:Kalliope Lane

The paper is done and turned in (last week), and I never have to think about it again if I don’t want to. I suppose I should feel relief, but I don’t, really. I think that’s part of the larger problem: I don’t feel relief after tasks are done because I hardly feel much anxiety about them hanging over my head. I’m sure I’d be a lot more productive in all arenas if this weren’t one of my strongest traits.

But it’s done, and so no one can ever ask me about it or nag me about it again. I feel much more relief about THAT, I have to say. Only now I have a bigger hill to climb: what am I going to do now that I’m going to graduate???